I'm still hopelessly unemployed and I'm getting real sick of being bored of doing nothing all day long, there is only so much internet, reading, tv, video games, whatever you can do without getting really bored and after a while you've pretty much seen and done everyone you wanted to see and do and then you're left with nothing again.
This is me.
And I feel like my life is going now where, don't get my wrong because things can be so much worse but I'm just struggling to work out what to do with myself, I have so much time on my hands and I know tons of people would sell their souls for more free time but this is becoming a joke, I can feel myself getting lazier and lazier and I'm struggling to get up in the morning, the more time I spend asleep the less time I end up spending bored I guess.
It's not the end of the world, I'm not going to give in.
(I'm pretty resilient, it would take an awful lot crush my spirit)
I'm just getting used to not doing anything productive and becoming lazy, the worst part is my Facebook is filled with pictures of people from school partying, cooking and getting to know each other at university and not to mentions my friends are all still at college and are busy most of the week so it just feels like my life is on hold.
My life is like your favorite TV show (only not as interesting) and just as something awesome is about to happen and you're eagerly waiting for the next episode and then they put it on hiatus and you have no idea when it's going to continue.
I do blame the economic crisis/meltdown/collapse what ever it is for my employment woes, I think that before people had to worry about tight budgets they employed more people but now every company big or small is worried about over spending and there is seriously no way you would employ a college level grad or better still someone with entry level qualifications when you can employ someone with lots of high level qualifications who is going after the same job.
It's a lose, lose situation. People are spending lots of money to go to university and get degrees to secure jobs that they are over qualified for and people without basic qualifications struggle to get part time jobs, when 20-30 years ago people were being employed you because the employer liked them and wanted to give them a break and it's depressing.
But I'm resilient and I'm not giving up and I'm not backing down with out a fight.(even if damage is far greater than the actual reward.)
I've decided that if I can't find any thing near a full time job by Christmas I'm going to apply for university and because I have the grades I should find out whether I'm in pretty quickly then keep applying for work experience and a part time job until I start.



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